Back in Mel.. AGAIN..

I was wondering.. When will be the last time I'll fly back here?? As usual, I was bored in the journey back yesterday, I couldn't help asking myself over and over again why I am here! Of course I was here to study, but why here.. somewhere so far away from home. I guess I haven't really ready to get involve in the working world or I really like being here..?

I wasn't enjoying myself in the plane. I left my heart back home, lying on the bed. I did not shed a single drop of tear infront of my family or even after that. But it was out of control when I reached my apartment where I cried like baby - unstoppable for few minutes. But now I'm fine again.. just me.