Monday, May 10, 2010

Thank you.. and sorry..

Hey dad,

I don't know what else should I say to thank you for all that you've done for me and Dan. I'm holding my tears now because I'm in the office and I don't wanna explain and embarrass myself in front of everyone.

Almost every time after I spoke to you, I wanna cry. It happened so naturally that I felt really guilty for taking so much of your money to just pay the downpayment for a tiny apartment here where its equivalent to the property price of a really nice condo back in KL.

I'm sorry for making you sell off one of your property which you have been collecting rental from.. I'm sorry for moving so far away from home which I know you are very sad and broke your heart and make you really disappointed with me.

All my life, I don't have to worry about anything.. I really mean anything. We are not very rich but you never let us worry about anything before. Even when I get into trouble, someone will sort out for me.. you are one of them. All I have to worry is who I'm gonna marry..

I know being married to Dan is not who you expect me to marry. But I hope you know that I chose him because I really love him and I know you have no doubts about my choice. You're just worried that am i able to survive in HK while you're so far away and couldn't watch and help me like you always do.. Don't worry dad.. I can survive here.. You and mum taught me well.