Subway

I'm damn tired now but still I wanna write this down.

Me and Mr Guru went uptown to take away Subway just incase we died of hunger tonight for the night shift. This is the first time I has subway since I was back. To be honest, the bread sucks and the teriyaki chicken is not teriyaki enough. Overall, it sucks la. The reason we want subway is because we were talking about Australia before this when deciding what to eat. So yea.. subway is the best brick to hit our heads.

It's really true that Malaysian subway is not nice compared to what I've had before. But like what Mr Guru said which I totally agreed on, its all about the memories.

I started to like subway since some time ago. I lost count of how many meals I had there before. They are EVERYWHERE and I never fail to order teriyaki chicken with parmesen oregano bread with only vege and olive plus mayonoise. Its a habit.

There are these 2 branches which I visited the most often. One at the corner of Flinders and Elizabeth and the other one along Burwood Highway, next to Deakin!! My favourite.. Those were the days..

Shut up

Another night shift today. Going to work, leaving the house at approximately.. 20 minutes. I guess I'll shut my mouth up like the rest of the engineers since there are allowance for night shift for the time being. Actually its not the money issue that I didn't wan to work late its about safety. But I guess everything is fated at the very beginning. Everything has its own destiny. I don't know what is mine but let's just let it be for now.

Was listening to this song by 阿沁 - 记得爱 for the whole morning. Glad that he went solo.

天空不断下着无声的雪
而我只有思念
勉强能温暖黑夜
拥抱离我已经千山万水
每个男人都有
说不出的心碎 oh yeah
我还爱着一个人但愿
回到美好的从前
也许痛的感觉
证明了爱的深浅
不然为什么我还不撤退 oh～
记得爱所有幸福的片段
所以才一直忘记要离开
伸出手继续勇敢付出我的爱
原地不动的等待
就算风把我的头发吹乱
记得爱是我给过的答案
就不再考虑应该不应该
一滴泪落进无边无际的大海
至少我们都活得没有遗憾
只要记得爱就无所谓孤单

Happy Mother's Day

Hey mum, happy mother's day! Though I know shopping in Japan is great but tomorrow ok, we'll celebrate for you. I think everyday is a mother's day for you cos you have the best kids in town. Hahaha..

Few days ago, dad called me from China, asking me how am I and what was I doing as I was home alone. I think in his heart, no matter how old I am, I'm always his little girl as I suppose all the dad in the world will think that way. I was very happy when he called cos he sound so fatherly. Asking me to eat, ask if I'm scared or not all that. I know at the age of 25, most dad wouldn't do that but he did.

And today, we went centerpoint to get some nails for the wall to hang up my future map of the world. The concrete wall is so solid until all the nails went bended. I was waiting in the car and guess what, dad came back with the nails and baskin robbin ice cream for me!!! 2 scoops! Hahaha.. see, he still treat me like a small kid. The feeling of having the ice cream from your parents is so goodd... Just like the old days.. Some things never changed..

I don't mind to be treated as a small girl.. Who else in the world would do that to you anyway.. Only those who love you!

Updates

A week has gone by and it felt like months. Half of the time I wasn't in the office. The 2 days live sound sorta killed me as I need get my ass up at 430am. Another day of night shift has completely drained me off. Watching spidey and having that cinnamon bun yesterday were the best thing that happened in the week I guess.

Whole week of loneliness makes me feel like singing the "lonely... i am so lonely.. i have nobody.. on my own... woooooo..." song. Hahaaa.. It wasn't that bad actually. Just that everyone is either out of town of out of the country. Dad was nicely golfing in China under the sun, Mum and bro were enjoying their free trip in Japan. Sis in law was in my other home - Aussieland taking some 2 months course. Sis and her fiance were having photo shooting in Frasers but she's back. Dad is coming home tonight, maybe.

There are many things in life that we sometimes don't know how to handle. Like decisions. Decisions that you have no answers to it. Whatever it is, just follow your heart. Dumbledore says:"It's not your ability that decides who you really are, its your choice."

So, If it doesn't feel right, fuck it.

Unknown

I used to be very happy when I saw the unknown number on my mobile. The possibilities of someone calling from overseas is 99.9%.

It has been quite some time since I last saw that. Every now and then I'll get one or two calls like that but every single time I'm not able to pick it up on time.

I don't know who it was and was hoping the someone will call back. It never happened.

Wooohoooooo

Happy 1st of May! Happy Labour day! Happy Wesak! Happy public holidays all!! I'm so happy.. but I'm dead bored tooo. The weather now is suitable for nothing but afternoon nap at this hour, I think I'm going to 1 Utama and walk around! I'm way over my quota this month but I haven't got my bearbrick yet haha..

Laters..