Relaxxxxxxx

Guess how much is the top on the left???
RM25 from FOS. Please ignore the small breast cos not enough papaya. Haha..

I seriously think I ran out of clothes. Basically my attire everyday is casual, regardless working hours or non working hours. I'm a little bit too much lately, not that I'm very rich this month, I bought quite a number of tops already. I still want to save up for my upcoming trip. Whatever.. I'll do anything to make myself happy.. =)

Actually I'm feeling moody right now. I felt that I'm in a cross road of my life. Everything is hanging in between. Career wise, I don't feel the challenge I used to feel anymore. So.. to change job or not? I'm still deciding. Relationship wise, I'm in a long distance relationship. I'll get married within these few years but exactly when I don't know. Family, not much major problem that I know of. Friendship, I think no problem too. Maybe I'm lazy to elaborate too much details now about my life.

Whatever it is or it may be, I just hope this feeling will go away. I'm so looking forward to tomorrow because it's gonna be FRIDAY!

Digital vs Analog

My boss sorta have-a-chat with me yesterday for almost 2 hours. As usual, he'll start with any idea to improve the business and all his old time stories while he was still a sound engineer. Honestly sometimes I really don't like to listen to all this. He'll tell us how difficult it was during his time and how good business and how comfortable and easy to be a engineer nowadays.

I know all these already but I don't understand why is he kept repeating. What am I suppose to respond? Everything went digital and make our lives easier is not good? Analog is still the best? It's 2 different era, boss. Some stuff are already obsolete, get over it. Last time you were the pioneer in this business, now you are not. Simple as that. I'm not being mean but living in the past doesn't get you any further. This is what's been holding you back and miss out the current opportunity.

Given a chance, I wish I can be in your era to use everything in analog. The truth is I can't. Using digital doesn't mean we do lesser. It meant faster and easier. Well.. get over it, boss!

High School..

I just watched high school Musical 3. Honestly I'm not really a musical fan but watching it doesn't harm anyway since its their senior year. I didn't expect much and it turned out so much better than what I had in mind. I watched the first one and thought it was ok. As for the second one, I watched the on ice version. I don't quite like the second one.

Throughout the whole movie, I keep on having flashback of my high school days.
Those were the days.
Those happy days.
Those naive days.
Those stupid days where we did stupid things.

Why???

All I feel like saying is fuck. Fuck the world.
I can't believe I did this again. 4 front skirts has been changed in the lifespan of this Jazz of 5 years. The 5th one is on the way because I just broke the 4th one!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I didn't realised until my colleagues told me when I double parked their cars. I was just thinking what can I buy when I got a lil extra money since today the salary is out because of Deepavali. And then minutes later I found out I have to spend money to get a new one, spray it and it's gonna cost me hundreds. Fuck!

Is this a once a year thing? I was being very careful this year to not try to drive like a maniac since I love skirting so much but why la... why why why... Last month is the tyres that cost me hundreds too now this.

Why me?
Why every year?
Why Malaysia public transport no good so I don't have to drive?
Why am I so careless?

Why.........................

Justin

Justin concert was good. Though its not as good as Jay's but still.. His voice is so damn nice. Here's some pic with my lousy camera and skill. Like shit only la those pic.

I think can see its Justin.. Haha..

All about J

Today is J day!
J for Jay Chou!
J for Justin!

This special edition cost me RM118! Haha.. broke la.. wtf.. Worth it..

AND

Got free tickets to watch Justin tonight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!

Super moody

I don't know why am I being so moody since Monday. I'm really sorry for those I lashed out to. I know I was being unreasonable, a bitch whatever you wanna call it. Blame it on pms ok? I tend to get irritated VERY easily, even by just touching me. Sorry.. I don't know what got into me.

In order to un-moody myself, I went shopping and bought these. Haha.. makes me felt so much better and gave me more reasons to have new clothes.

From Pull n bear and forever 21!

Vincci 50% off shoe - RM34.50!

If your boss announced that you're being promoted, a normal human would be happy. But I wasn't. That is a problem. Maybe I'm sick of being here. 2 and a half years in this company, enough. Honestly I know very clearly I wouldn't stay here long. For me, it is just a stepping stone. I'm trying to convince myself that everyone in every corner of the world think the same, except Japan of course. If I were to stay in one company for the rest of my life, I'd rather.. I don't know what I'm talking about.

Back to the problem. It's human nature to leave if we found better place and better offer, right? right? right? I haven't started looking yet but I think I will after Chinese New Year. Why Chinese New Year? Then I won't have to take leave after that.. haha..

Shit I'm typing nonsense.. time to doze off..

Salamat Hali Laya

I love holidays but I also hate it sometimes.
If I'm not going anywhere, that only means I'll be stuck infront of the pc watching series all day long. I really have no life man. What to do, I dedicated my life to series and movies long time ago.

It's October now.. Yay! I'll be seeing him in 2 months time. Still counting down everyday!

This is what I've done to my fingers while cutting potatoes last week.

Super hungry now.